DUDES! I have totally gone away for ages again and I am sorry. I am super busy with uni and yeah yeah whatever. Since last we have had a corporate identity brief which I enjoyed even though I feel like we had too little time to do it. And university is sometimes very frustrating. I feel like I have to prove so much and it is hard when you feel passionate about something you are doing something you feel could be potentially really good and then not get the guidance that you hope for. For example, a couple of weeks ago I was in the studio until four waiting for a tutor to come see my work and all he did was he stood in front of my screen (he didn’t even sit down) and after a few seconds said “I don’t think anything about this, ask someone else”. Ok great, thanks. I got told in the beginning of this year that I almost didn’t pass and that I have to get more tutoring this year. And I have been in the studio every day that they ask us to be there and I really try to do better, but it is hard when you feel like you have to prove much more than everybody else and I don’t know if it is me being super paranoid but I almost feel like there is an expectation that I am going to fail again. This has probably also got to do with my confidence taking a big turn in the last couple of years. But yeah, there you go. Honest blog.
In other news. I was in Newcastle last week and saw Passion Pit. It was my first concert in England, and it was nice with a break from Carlisle. I also got a pair of amazing boots from H&M that I totally love now. The things I have bought this fall are so amazing, like my new make up brushes from Sigma. They have changed my life!
I am listening a lot to the Avett Brothers and the Local Natives right now. I can’t believe I had never heard of Avett Brothers until now. It feels like they were made just for me.
And also it was my birthday on tuesday. Well, I did kinda celebrate three nights in a row. On monday night Robbie came over and I made dinner and muffins and we + Craig & Laney had birthday tequila and it was really fun. On tuesday we went to Office to hear Damian sing & play but we missed it with like 5 minutes which sucked but it was a nice night anyway and we ended up at Concrete. Then Wednesday I was not feeling good at all but made it to dinner at the indian restaurant across the streets with the girls I live with and it was aaa-mazing. And yes I did get gifts. From the girls I got MAC make up (four eyeshadows and two lipsticks) and I have tried it on and I love it. From Craig I got the Cute Overload calender and the Kanye West Glowing in the Dark book, but my favourite gift of all the gifts was the coasters with a picture of a pug wearing a nurses outfit that he gave me. It makes me so happy.
So yeah. There’s an update. Let’s try to make this blogging thing happen. Again.